“We shall be known by the delicacy of where we stop short.”
Forgive me if I haven't been honest
enough. The proof's in the poems,
those corner cobwebs snapping
under the shifting of my mind, my tongue.
They will not bear the weight
of some truths, dark and lovely.
Could I have led you to believe
I was an awful child? In the booth,
I was always tempted to tell the priest
sins I wish I had committed.
Do you think I gave in? Restraint
is overrated, and no reader wants
a litany of our loyalties to the actual.
Should I say that we crossed
one intersection after another,
never knowing when to stop short
of disaster? Look, I could be there, perched
on a telephone pole. I'd prefer
the view from that kind distance.
I am learning mercy from a poet
who respects the line, who knows
when to continue, knows when
to brave severance. He cradles
words in white spaces, clouds
of relief, letting them breathe. If only
we could hold each other like that.